February 20, 2010
7:06 PM
Life Feels Like Suck
Feel horrible again. I feel sian at home, and even more sian while in camp. Like I'm not doing anything productive. Its practically Jubeat all the way, and even with that, I still can't meet my standards. And it sucks knowing so many other people around you are better than yourself. What thing of significance am I currently doing with my life now? It just seems to be bits and pieces here and there, nothing substantial. Still 9 more months to ORD.
Gah... need more willpower and motivation. Less burnout.