I just realised that every single protagonist from Final Fantasy pretty much every protagonist from any anime/manga/game has stick-thin eyebrows. Furthermore, they're not just any stick-thin eyebrows, they're 100% straight too. And always slanted downwards nearing the middle so they have the "angry" look.
...I think I just dicovered the secret to doing a good cosplay.
February 27, 2011
2:59 AM
Mushy
Been feeling too spread out these days. So many things to commit to, but not enough time. In order to fulfill one, I'd have to forgo another. After a while, I'd realise that I've been neglecting one for too long, then I'd focus on that instead. And the cycle repeats again and again. And there lies the problem with juggling: you're bound to drop something eventually, and the audience won't be amused.
February 17, 2011
2:43 AM
Ohohohohoho
Omg I don't know why but I'm feeling so high right now. Its so bad that I'm humming Justin Bieber's Baby to myself. Oh my gosh.. I'm going crazyyyyyyyyyyy......
February 11, 2011
3:16 AM
z_z
Life is feeling so mundane! Everyday I wake up, I take a look at the clock. 11am.. oh, ok. Breakfast is a ham sandwich and tea combo! Turn on the com, check facebook, dA, and the likes. Lunch is noodle-ly. Every now and then, I try to work on something. I always have a few things lined up to do, in case I get bored. Or at least, thats what I tell myself. Most of them are projects I set for myself, not for boredom's sake, but rather personal goals, pretty long term ones at that.
So everyday, I find myself jumping from task to task, working on each a bit. Usually somewhere in between, I get distracted by something else for a while. So, although I'm actually doing a whole lot of different activities everyday, to me, it all seems like a giant mashup! Kind of like how curry is made: chop up a whole lot of veggies, stir them all up, and the result is a brown, gooey mixture. Yucky.
February 8, 2011
2:57 AM
Dream Catcher
My dreams are weird... does that mean I'm weird too? Maybe I'm not being weird enough in daily life, so unconsciously, my dreams are telling me to be weirder. They've only started recently though, just around the time I arrived in Japan. Dreams before that were sporadic, and even then, insignificant. So why now?
One of them has me as a shinigami running around hunting stuff. I can't see the significance in this. Technically I've done that in real life(sort of..?), but thats besides the point. Bleh.
Another has me back in army. Faced with superiors, telling you to do this, do that, you don't have any other options but to follow the orders down to the word. Being stuck with that feeling of helplessness was distressing to say the least. Although this is a thing of the past, I have a feeling that this won't be the last I see of it.
And finally the last of which I can recall. I'm back in school, facing the crappy grades I always used to get. It had always left a sense of insecurity within me throughout the years. Like how my parents always preached to me, grades are the only things that can get you anywhere. Perhaps that feeling was what led me down a vicious cycle?
Also taking into account the countless dreams I've forgotten.. although the random dreams remain random, some of these dreams seem to be trying to convey something to me, and I can only shoot blind guesses back. Am I to embrace these feelings of insecurity, for they are what makes me human, or should I be striving never again to be in such a position?
February 6, 2011
12:31 PM
I Dreamed A Dream
I dreamt that I was holidaying in an alternate-reality Japan. A friend(no idea who, my dream made up a friend) managed to catch three figurines from UFO machines. He said he didn't want them so he gave them to me, but I couldn't manage to fit them into my bag. =(